a Feeling

When it start came and I feel like wanna DIE... Ouch what a word. simply saying a word that may be can come true as a prayer? The words easily came out from this mouth then why would mind completely run different good think. As I look back myself, I'd like to say Oh I am not that good speaker. My mind can think a thousand answer but my mouth can't speak the real thing inside me. Feeling like it's been blocked by something that I can't figure out where it's came from. It's weird! Still I am thinking what will happen sooner or later.... The answer is from the deep of own heart.

Through...~~~

Words can be describe as weapon

Through the faith and learning

Simple life can be describe as lesson

Through happiness and sadness

True friend can be describe as enemy

Through the truth and believing

Love can be describe as wisdom

Through whispering and eyes

Bad feeling coming from dark thinking

Through words and faith

At the same time everything is different

Life cannot be simplify by words

Through meaning and doing

Did i mention about time?

Time can be describe as moment

Through history and future

All in same subject

Cannot be ignored by you

God is always there

Through all the time and all life

Thanks for being you...

Dedicated to Special ~O~
Written on July 2011... 1st time met with ~O~  ^_^

Beautiful

Beautiful moment is when with a beautiful heart

A heart from someone got beautiful personality 

A personality that came from beautiful mind 

A mind that contribute beautiful memory

Memory that bring beautiful energy

Energy that can create such beautiful things

Things that can make a beautiful love

Love that can complete a beautiful life

~ No matter what everything is beautiful if we make it beautiful ~

Weird feeling...

It came without no sign

It came without no sound 

It came without no warning 

It came without no protection

To eyes shall it begin? 

To ears shall it starting? 

To mind shall it remind? 

To heart shall it deliver? 

Then why the weird feeling coming? Through night and silence dream... passing through the darkness moment... trying to figure out where it showing the truth? It is reality or fantasy of helpless regret? In a meantime where all are gone... so cloudy and temper second... to whom shall it be blame? for nothing or something hoping... wishing all going to be pure... praying everything going to be nice and tender... a feeling where can't be express by pretending... true deep meaningful feeling... what a silky gift...~

A moment to be happy...

If we ask ourselves when is the last moment we are very happy? I rather answer for myself it has been a long long time ago.

Happiness is not easy come to our life. Furthermore the moment we are happy with our family and friend is really different than the moment we are together with the person we care more and the person is the one you giving your heart with. Happiness with our own family is SATISFACTION. Happiness with our friend is SUCCESS. If we think more what is happiness in our LOVE relation what would be your best answer for you? I rather answer is a SACRIFICE. 

A moment to be happy? which part came 1st in your mind? Family? Love ones? Close friends?

I rather answer for myself is "Love ones"! Doesn't mean that I don't care about family and friends but still our family and friends will never leave us and our happiness with them is not for a moment, but it grows more better each day in our life. 

The word LOVE... is all about our Love ones... a moment we sharing our happy time is the most precious and memorable thing in our life. So why don't we keep enjoy our time with our love ones while we still in LOVE with him/her. Why don't we make it perfectly joyful and cool? Create a happy moment with our love ones while we are understanding, loving and wanting each other. Make it the most unforgettable moment in our life for sharing a HAPPY time with him/her. You will never regret if we did make our love ones smile for a whole time we spend together. 

A bit of sad, a drop of tears, a scanty of fight, a small of problems and a little of complicated = million billion trillion infinity of HAPPY MOMENT.

WHEN...

When one love found new love will become ONE

When the feeling same for both then it is good to listen to own feeling~listen to your heart

When the happiness came from two heart beat make it appreciated

When two doesn't aware of moon or sun make it long lasting

When heart never lies make it happen for both feeling

When LOVE exist make it more tender and for real~make it never ends

When tears falling down for one love make it better gone by gone

When hurt trapping the love make it feeling better~be aware

When truth is lying make it die

When LOVE is not around make it history~endless love

When heart knew it will never be forever make it forgotten forever

Trust n Promise

Trust?
~How to trust someone new person in our life?
~How can we trust the person that never trust us?
~How can we rebuild trust with the person betrayed us?
~How can trust be a pass for our happiness?

 Do u know that trust came from promise? Person easily made promise but never think if we break our promise what will happen with the person we promised? Exactly TRUST is the answer.
~Should i trust him/her after what he did to me?promise is just fake!
~How can he/she do that to me after i fully trust him/her for that stupid promise!
~I will never trust him/her after he/she broke our promise!NEVER!
~I will never happy if i can't trust him/her anymore. What if our next promise he/she will do the same thing?

Question will be answered by question. Because of that, why don't we reflect back what we doing with others. Don't blame others if we did the same mistake. Don't easily made promise but then we break it easily. Nobody can live with the person he/she never trust. Before that trust our self first before we trust other.